I sometimes get a little irritated when people claim that a belief in a God is a "crutch". I for one find believing in God almost incapacitating. Think about it. Everything happens for a reason. There's some kind of plan that's not revealed until we frickin' die. So when a baby dies, a devout man is struck down with cancer or a poor village is flooded - it happened for a reason. Can you imagine what kind of world I have to live in? It's like one of the Saw films, where horrific things keep happening to us and around us and we have to put up with it while simultaneously work out why the fuck they keep happening.
A crutch? Fuck that. I wish I was atheist. I'd like to be an atheist. That'd fucking show Him. I mean, all this time I've been giving him love, faith and doing my best at protecting him from bad-mouthers... and how does he repay me? Indifference.
If I do get to heaven, He's getting a kick in the fucking groin anyway. I never asked for this life. He plucks me out the ether, plonks me into a body and gives me taxes, disease, interest rates, rent, a job, commercials, billsand police. Is that your idea of fun?
Atheists have it easy. Ignorance is bliss.
